Future

         The future is not promised so we need not waste time worrying about it. Although if we don't then we give up chances to make our lives better. So we need to plan what we would like to do in the future and try to stay on track with our goals but not let that obscure our view of the present and what an amazing gift it is. This is a hard task. I try to focus all of my time to learning the necessities for my future career, which is extremely important. But when I do this I miss all the small things in life that make it worth while.
          Very frustrating. Even trying to plan family time is daunting. I really enjoy vacations and seeing my loved ones but I could be using most of that time to retain more of that knowledge I need. Not to mention the time spent stressing about plans and money. I am not complaining about my life... Just venting. I am blessed and I know that. I thank God everyday for what he has blessed me with, but it doesn't take away my wandering mind. What should be important to us? WHen it comes down to it it is just a career, just a job. Family is what is important, but I cannot support and care for that family without the job to cover the necessities. Now I am just rambling.
            I do have a valid question though? What is important? How do you define what is important? I don't know if I have the right answer but I have the answer for myself. I am going to put as much effort and time into the learning of my trade while spending some in-between time with family. I have to take care of myself first otherwise both are null and void. I hope everyone can understand and forgive me from now on if I blow you off. Don't take it personally I just have to keep my priorities in line. This is what I want and this is what makes me happy. I love you all!

God Bless xoxo